Dedication, where art thou?

So a few weeks ago I came on here and whimpered and whined about how tired I am.  That has not changed.  If I knew how to feel shame I think I would.  Now, I can't even get my sorry saggy ass to the gym.  It truly seems like an insurmountable task.  Any ideas on how I can get my groove back?

OH! But as an aside, this week I celebrated my 1 year anniversary of joining Weight Watchers.  I have also steadily maintained my goal weight for 6 months, which I think is quite an accomplishment.

I'm tired. This whole job thing is killing me. A rambling.

With the exception of today, lately I have been swamped at work.  WAAAAAAAAH.  I feel disconnected, like I've lost touch with everyone.  It sucks and I think I'm growing resentful.  Don't get me wrong, it's a sweet deal. I am very close to home, and very close to Bella's school.  With the exception of one day a week, I only work while she is at school (still ends up being about 34 hours a week so it isn't really part-time though).  I get to wear what I want.  I love the people I work for and truly want them to succeed.  So while busy is good, I am tired.  I feel worn down and overwhelmed.  I keep telling myself that this is what people do; that I was so lucky to be able to stay home with my daughter from when she was born until she started kindergarten.  I realize that this is a big deal.  But even still... I am tired.  I don't know how else to explain it.
BUT.  I am supposed to be off this summer- mostly.  We haven't worked the details out but yeah. I just have to make it until then...
ALSO.  We just ordered a new pool.