With the exception of today, lately I have been swamped at work. WAAAAAAAAH. I feel disconnected, like I've lost touch with everyone. It sucks and I think I'm growing resentful. Don't get me wrong, it's a sweet deal. I am very close to home, and very close to Bella's school. With the exception of one day a week, I only work while she is at school (still ends up being about 34 hours a week so it isn't really part-time though). I get to wear what I want. I love the people I work for and truly want them to succeed. So while busy is good, I am tired. I feel worn down and overwhelmed. I keep telling myself that this is what people do; that I was so lucky to be able to stay home with my daughter from when she was born until she started kindergarten. I realize that this is a big deal. But even still... I am tired. I don't know how else to explain it.
BUT. I am supposed to be off this summer- mostly. We haven't worked the details out but yeah. I just have to make it until then...
ALSO. We just ordered a new pool.
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